Friday, March 11, 2011

Random Rant: The Why Game

Just warning you that I am a major sour pickle today.

Olde Tyme New York Style Barrel Pickles - HALF SOUR (1 GALLON)

Look, I try to be cheerful and happy most of the time. I don't let things get me down. But, when there are so many crappy things that keep piling on top of a person, that person must let off steam. So let's play the why game...

Why does your house always have to get so dirty to the point it is likely to disrupt a good fourth of your weekend?

Why does the baby get sick more than 50% of the time? Why do we pay so much for daycare if the baby always gets kick out? My baby "spit up" the other day and they kicked him out of school. Thank goodness I have an amazing mother in law to help us out so we can go to work. I wish I could cut her a check instead!

Why do I feel like I'm going in circles all the time?

Why do good people I know not get a break? How much more can I pray for them? I feel helpless at times.

Why don't we ever plan a vacation to enjoy our lives a bit more? Oh yes, because of having to pay for daycare and college now.

Why do people ignore me? I feel like people ignore me. Sometimes I just want to scream at the top of my lungs, "I have ideas, I have thoughts, I have goals, and dreams. Listen to me! I deserve more than this!"  And then I die a little inside when I realize no one cares, so why should I?

Thank goodness for this blog and for it being my outlet. I feel better. Time to change my attitude and get back in the game. And, at the very least it's Friday.

1 comment:

  1. Awww mama, I completely understand how you're feeling. Life can just be so overwhelming at times and it's easy to ask "WHY?" Hope your weekend goes by a bit smoother and you feel better!